“No!” he cried, his voice rising, cutting through the murmurs of the crowd. “She’s cold like before! Like when she was scared! Please… Daddy, please dig her up!”
People turned. The quiet, respectful hum of the funeral shattered.
My sister, Karen, rushed over from where she had been standing with my parents. Her face was a mask of pity and embarrassment. She whispered urgently, “Thomas, you need to take him to the car. This is too much for him. He’s hysterical.”
“I’m not!” Noah screamed, stomping his foot on the wet grass. “I felt her hand! When we said goodbye! It was cold. She’s not gone. She’s just cold!”
I looked at my son. I saw the raw, hysterical terror in his eyes. This wasn’t a tantrum. This wasn’t a child acting out because he wanted attention. This was primal. He looked like he was watching a monster approach, and no one else could see it.