No one outside our home knew the extent of it. Not my parents. Not Karen. Not the doctors.
Only Noah and I knew.
I looked at the coffin. The lid was sealed. It was a box of absolute, suffocating darkness.
A terrifying, irrational thought clawed its way into my mind. I tried to push it away with the heavy blanket of logic—doctors don’t make mistakes like that, machines don’t lie, death is a biological fact—but Noah’s scream echoed in my ears.
She is cold.
“Daddy, please!” Noah sobbed, collapsing into my arms. “Don’t leave her in the dark!”
I stood up slowly. The noise of the crowd—the whispers, the pity, the judgment—faded into a dull roar, like static on a radio. I looked at Mr. Halloway, who was signaling the gravediggers to proceed.