That night, I went upstairs with him.
I knew what people might think.
But I did not feel foolish.
I felt human.

The hotel room was dimly lit, with the city lights shining through the curtains.
Julian helped me remove my coat and told me I was beautiful.
No one had said that to me since Richard died.
For one night, I forgot my age, my loneliness, and the empty house waiting for me.
I fell asleep beside him feeling nervous, comforted, and strangely peaceful.
But when I opened my eyes the next morning, the room was cold.
Julian was gone.
At first, I assumed he had gone downstairs for coffee.
Then I noticed the chair beside the door.
My handbag was open.
My wallet lay on the floor.
My phone was missing.