I felt the hurt rise in my throat.
“We found the notebook,” June said. “The one in the kitchen drawer.”
I closed my eyes and gripped the camera so hard that I heard the plastic creak. I thought about the gas receipt note, still folded in my wallet. I thought about Patricia, and every birthday I’d sat at that warped kitchen table with a pen, writing to three girls who were already asleep.
At the time, I told myself they’d read it someday or they wouldn’t, and either way I’d said what needed saying.
Then June started reading.
I closed my eyes.
“To my girls. You’re one-year-old today. I don’t know if you’ll ever read this, and I don’t know if I’ll still be doing this right by then, but I wanted to write it down, anyway.”
