At sixty-two, I spent the night with a man twenty-eight years younger than me. I did it because I was tired of being invisible—and because, for once, I wanted passion. But when I woke up alone in the hotel room the next morning, I discovered something terrifying.

 

I pushed my chair back and went upstairs.

At the back of my wardrobe hung a dark-blue dress I had not worn since Richard was alive.

It was elegant, simple, and a little tighter than I remembered.

I fixed my hair, applied some lipstick, and looked at myself in the mirror.

“Just one night, Evelyn,” I whispered. “One night to feel alive again.”

Then I took the bus into the city.

I had no plan.

I only knew I did not want to spend my birthday alone in that silent house.

I ended up in the bar of a small downtown hotel.

The lights were warm, the music was soft, and people laughed quietly over glasses of wine.

I sat in a corner and ordered a glass of red wine.